Saturday, February 13, 2010

Childless Child

 This turned into a bit of a rant.  I have mixed feelings about posting this, but it has been on my mind a lot and it had to be written.  This post is for all the infertile women out there who are craving just a smidgen of understanding:

   The other night, I re-watched the movie "Julie and Julia".  I loved it although as far as I'm concerned, the Julie parts should be cut out and the whole movie should be about Julia Child.  In fact, why don't they make a movie about Julia Child?  They could include bits about her life in India and China, and include how she met and got together with Paul.  Anyway, I identified with Julia in several ways.  One way was about her apparent infertility.  It absolutely broke my heart during the scene where Julia was reading a letter from her sister in which she learned that her sister was pregnant.  She was visibly upset and was crying but said, "I'm so happy".  Someone told me that when she saw it in the theater, people laughed at this moment.  As a woman who is struggling with infertility herself, this makes me furious because it shows a real lack of understanding of the general public on this issue.
    In our culture, people ignore this topic altogether.  Our society seems to glorify motherhood and has several conventions which are cruel to those who cannot participate.  I don't think individual people are cruel, but society at large certainly is.  The previously mentioned letter-reading scene in "Julie and Julia" shows how socially unacceptable it is to be anything other than ecstatic over the news of another's pregnancy.  Julia couldn't even admit her sadness to her husband who adored her and knew better.  If a woman shows any signs of being upset over someone else getting pregnant, then she is accused of being selfish and she should "just get over it".  This is similar to going up to a blind man and telling him that you just had lasik  surgery and can see crystal clearly without  glasses.  If this man were not jumping for joy over your good fortune, would you accuse him of being selfish?  Of course not!  Yet this is what we do to infertile women all the time.
     Another cruel convention is the baby shower.  A pregnant woman has the one thing I want most in the entire world.  And society says I have to throw her a party and give her presents?  Really?  Would you ask a homeless man to throw a house-warming party for someone he barely knows who just bought a house?  Don't get me wrong.  I have no problem buying baby shower presents for friends of mine.  I'm talking about  people I barely know like my mother's church friends or mere acquaintances.  I know the reasoning behind the baby shower is that you have to financially help out the new mother who has to buy all this stuff for her baby.  However, women who do fertility treatments pay WAY more than new mothers do.  IVF treatments and adoption can range from $30,000 to $70,000 and up.  (And that's before the baby even gets here!)  I'm sure even all-designer baby merchandise wouldn't cost that much.
   Another injustice is in our medical system.  Most health plans do not cover fertility treatments.  This is unfair because some of us have paid health insurance all of our working lives, and have made very few claims.  The ONE thing I need my insurance to cover is something that they won't cover.  If disease is defined as "something in the body isn't functioning properly", then infertility is a disease.  It is not an elective procedure.  I did not "elect" to go through fertility treatments.  It's just what I have to do to have my body function the way it should in the first place.  Health insurance REALLY should cover this!
      The truth is that I want a child so badly I can hardly breathe.  People think that everything's "okay" with me now that I have decided to adopt, but the fact of the matter is that I will NEVER be okay with this!  It's just not okay at all!  I wish I could flip a switch in my brain and not care about this anymore.  Or be like the women who just don't want children.  My life would be so much easier if I were like them.  I especially wish that people had an ounce of sensitivity when talking about their children, grandchildren, pregnant daughters and friends, etc.  Every time I hear about someone else becoming pregnant, it's like having salt rubbed in the ever-present wound in my heart.  I get it.  You're excited.  I'm not saying you shouldn't be and I'm not saying you shouldn't ever mention it.  Just please be aware that someone in the room may be dying a little inside every time you bring it up.    

37 comments:

  1. I understand how you feel. I know someone who had a miscarriage recently after fertility treatments and it's the same feeling. I had no idea what you were experiencing, but will keep you in my thoughts. I certainly agree with you on the insurance.

    I know this is not all about Julia Child, but to learn more about her life, read "My Life In France" written by Julia and her nephew and published after her death.

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    1. i am here to give testimony of how i got back my husband, we got married for more than 9 years and have gotten two kids. thing were going well with us and we are always happy. until one day my husband started to behave in a way i could not understand, i was very confused by the way he treat me and the kids. later that month he did not come home again and he called me that he want a divorce, i asked him what have i done wrong to deserve this from him, all he was saying is that he want a divorce that he hate me and do not want to see me again in his life, i was mad and also frustrated do not know what to do,i was sick for more than 2 weeks because of the divorce. i love him so much he was everything to me without him my life is incomplete. i told my sister and she told me to contact a spell caster, i never believe in all this spell casting of a thing. i just want to try if something will come out of it. i contacted ( Dr.azukasolutionhome@gmail.com ) for the return of my husband to me, they told me that my husband have been taken by another woman, that she cast a spell on him that is why he hate me and also want us to divorce. then they told me that they have to cast a spell on him that will make him return to me and the kids, they casted the spell and after 1 week my husband called me and he told me that i should forgive him, he started to apologize on phone and said that he still live me that he did not know what happen to him that he left me. it was the spell that he traditional spell hospital casted on him that make him comeback to me today,me and my family are now happy again today. thank you Dr Azuka for what you have done for me i would have been nothing today if not for your great spell. i want you my friends who are passing through all this kind of love problem of getting back their husband, wife , or ex boyfriend and girlfriend to contact Dr.azukasolutionhome@gmail.com .or call +2348132777335 web site http://reallyrealspellcasters.blogspot.com and you will see that your problem will be solved without any delay.

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  2. Thanks for understanding. Also, I will check out "My Life in France". Julia seems to have had a fascinating life and I'm curious to find out more.

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  3. a brave post! thank you for sharing your feelings.

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  4. You poor thing...I used to feel that way but am able to deal better with it now. Not sure how I got there though...so I have no words of advice for you there

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  5. Hi Lyn-
    You don't know me, but your post was on my facebook newsfeed via a mutual friend. Thank you for your honesty and bravery. I will not be so presumptuous as to say I understand how you feel, but I will say this: I am sorry for your heartbreak and I applaud you for going the adoption route. You will not only give a child in need a home and a family; you will, in every sense of the word, be that child's mother and will experience all the joys that come with that role. I hope that when this time comes your heartbreak will be eased somewhat. Good luck on your journey!

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  6. Thank you for your kind words. You know, these feelings come in cycles. Sometimes I feel like I did when I wrote this, and other times I feel like maybe I'm supposed to adopt a specific child. ...and maybe if I were able to have my own, this child wouldn't have been adopted by me. Who knows? The adoption thing is taking forever and is very frustrating in itself, but I'll keep you posted. Thanks for reading! :-)

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  7. Amen!!!! Infertility sucks and its a hidden disease. I am hosting a baby shower in two weeks and even though I have two children now, it still hurts how easily it comes for some and how so very hard it is for others.

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  8. I agree! The injustice of it is infuriating. ...and people like the "octa-Mom" make me crazy. God and I need to have a chat about that one!

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  9. I am very blessed to have one child, whom I love so very much, but we have been trying for 4 years with no luck for a second. It pains me so terribly that Anna may not ever have a brother or sister. And I see her childhood slipping away ever so slowly with each day, and it makes me want to cry because I know that day when she leaves home for good is coming all too soon, and that may be it. We'll be empty nesters after a mere 18 years. Meanwhile, many of my good Catholic friends have between 5 and 9 kids, and counting. It hurts the first few times you hear them announce a pregnancy, but after a while, you learn to swallow hard and smile big. God never gives us more than we can handle. I'll keep you in my prayers, dear one. :)

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  10. Every time I see the news about someone neglecting their children or I meet people that are having children (and shouldn't reproduce!), I think of how unfair this is and how I know too many people in this world that should have that child instead.
    I think everything happens for a reason (it is a cruel path to get to that reason). And your purpose in life is to mold your "children" that you teach on a regular basis, but also you will be such a wonderful mom for the child you are adopting. It is going to be a long wait, but it will be so worth it! And I am so happy you are going through with adoption. That child will be the luckiest child in the whole world to have you for her mom!!! It is going to be awesome. This "journal" will be a great tool to pass the time till you get to that awesome day.
    : )

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  11. Thank you, Christi! I sure hope you're right. (I can't wait to start my "travel to India to get my kid" blog.)

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    the case to court for a divorce. he said that he never wanted to stay with me again,and that he didn't love me anymore.So he packed out of the house and

    made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get him back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and he

    confirmed it that he has made his decision,and he never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of

    mine who asked of my husband .So i explained every thing to him,so he told me that the only way i can get my husband back,is to visit a spell

    caster,because it has really worked for him too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow his advice. Then he gave me the Email

    address of the spell caster whom he visited. So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address he gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get

    my husband back the next day. What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me, and told me everything that i need to do. Then the

    next morning, So surprisingly, my husband who didn't call me for the past 7 months, gave me a call to inform me that he was coming back. So Amazing!!

    So that was how he came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and he apologized for his mistake,and for the pain he caused me and our children.

    Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of Dr. gbojie. So, i will advice you out there if you have any

    problem contact him, i give you 100% guarantee that he will help you.. Email him at: gbojiespiritualtemple@gmail.com,or call +2349057916767 Thank you

    sooooo much!!!

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  29. Hello every one i am very happy today to share this great testimony with you, I contacted Dr Ogudugu in regards of my lover. He no longer wanted to associate with me anymore. He was interested in working out from the marriage, after begging and pleading with him I realized it was out of my hands, he really was leaving me. My co-worker went through a similar situation and told me that Dr Ogudugu had helped her. I can't say how much I'm grateful she introduced me to Him. After discussing the resolution with Dr Ogudugu, get your lover back spell has done more than what I expected. My lover not only came back to me, but has left his wife and now we are engaged, we are getting married next year, I don't know what I would have done without you. I believe you are my guardian angel you can contact him Via Email GREATOGUDUGU@GMAIL.COM

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  30. hello my name is Chimani Sonia i live in Germany, thanks to Dr.Ovia the great spell caster which i contacted for my childless problem after 3 years of bareness in my marriage, Dr.Ovia restore my divorce husband back to me and also make me to become a mother of a baby boy with his powerful herbal spell,i was childless for 3 years in my marriage, because i couldn't deliver a child for my husband he suddenly get change and told me he is know more interested in me and also divorce me for another woman in Germany/Bremen ,then i was looking for a way to reunite with my husband because i love my husband so much, so i came across the internet and i saw different kind of testimony about this great spell caster called Dr, Ovia on how he make people to get a good job, how he restore divorce relationship back,how he make spiritual powerful magic,and i also saw one particular testimony about this woman called Luciano Aston from Canada,testifying how Dr.Ovia help her to deliver a baby girl with his spell casting,so i contacted Dr.Ovia for help and i explain how my husband divorce me for another woman and my childless situation to him, he only told me that my problems will be solve soon once i fallow his instructions, so Dr.Ovia cast a restoration spell on my husband within the next 48 hours time my divorce husband came back home begging me for forgiveness i was so happy because of the good work of the great Ovia, and i continue making love sex with my husband after 1 months of settlement between i and my husband i got pregnant,and today i'm a mother of a baby boy named brandy chimani, now i'm very happy and greatfull to Dr.Ovia for his good work, if you are at there passing through any kind of problem contact Dr.Ovia through this email address; droviaspiritualtemple@gmail.com or Call him on what-app +2348135858735 he will solve your problem also.
    GOOD LUCK,.

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  31. I am running a part time ebay business and I am playing blackjack on the weekends, last week I brought home $1700.00 in four hours at the table, I could never win like that before, but Dr. Todd with your help I am winning often and it has taken the pressure off my relationship and my girl and son are now back at home. Thank you papa. If anyone fill like trying him you can contact him on his email;manifestspellcast@gmail.com OR manifestspellcast@yahoo.com

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  32. WOW WHO WILL EVE BELIEVE THAT I WILL BE THIS HAPPY TODAY, AFTER MANY YEARS OF PAIN LIVING WITH HERPES VIRUS 1&2. MY NAME IS NASUHA ZAKARIA LIVE IN UNITED KINGDOM. IT ALL HAPPEN FEW YEARS BACK WHEN I DISCOVERED THAT MY SYSTEM IS NO LONGER FUNCTIONING WELL, SO I DECIDED TO GO FOR MEDICAL CHECKUP ALL TO DISCOVERED THAT I HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH HERPES VIRUS AND I NEVER NOTICE IT FOR A VERY LONG TIME. AT THIS PARTICULAR POINT OF TIME I WANTED TO GIVE UP MY LIFE, BUT WHEN I WENT THROUGH THE INTERNET TO READ MORE ABOUT HERPES VIRUS, I FOUND OUT THAT THIS VIRUS IS DISGUSTING BOTH INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL. GOD SO HAVE IT THAT I HARD ABOUT THIS SIMPLE WONDERFUL AND GOD SENT HERBAL DR CALLED DR OLUWA THE SAME DAY I WANTED TO GIVE UP EVERYTHING BECAUSE I FEEL LIFE WAS NO LONGER IMPORTANT TO ME, MANY THINGS HAPPENED BUT TO CUT THE STORY SHORT, I AM HERPES VIRUS NEGATIVE NOW, AND EVER SENSE I WAS CURED THERE IS NO OUTBREAK EVERYTHING HAS GONE BACK TO NORMAL AND I BELIEVE AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH TODAY. DR OLUWA NEVER ASK ME TO TESTIFY FOR HIM, I DECIDED TO DO THIS MY WAY SO THAT AS MANY THAT WILL BELIEVE AND CONTACT HIM WILL BE FREE FROM THIS DEADLY DISEASE. THIS VIRUS IS SPREADING EVERYDAY SO LET PUT OUR HANDS TOGETHER TO SAVE LIFE. BUT I KNOW MANY ARE YET TO DISCOVERED THAT THEY ARE LIVING WITH THIS VIRUS. I BELIEVE THIS IS THE MOST CRITICAL VIRUS, YOU CAN LIVE WITH IT FOR MANY YEARS AND YOU WILL NEVER NOTICE IT. WELL AM SO HAPPY TODAY ESPECIALLY WHEN MY LOST LOVE IS BACK AND WE ARE GETTING MARRIED SOON. SO MY DEAR LADIES AND GENTLEMEN LET PUT OUR HANDS TOGETHER TO SAVE AS MANY WE CAN BY SHARING THIS TESTIMONY SO THAT THOSE THAT DONT HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO CURE THERE DISEASE WILL BE CURED AND BE HAPPY FOREVER, SO YOU CAN CONTACT HIM THROUGH HIS EMAIL ADDRESS, WHAT-SAP NUMBER AND WEBSITE AS FOLLOWED. droluwaherpescure@gmail.com +2348143090463. http://droluwacurehome.webs.com

    HE CAN ALSO CURE THE FOLLOWING AND AM A LIVING TESTIMONY TO IT.
    DIABETES
    HIV
    PREGNANCY PROBLEM
    LOW SPAMS

    CONTACT HIM TODAY AND YOUR LIFE WILL NEVER REMAIN THE SAME AGAIN, AM PROUD OF YOU DR OLUWA.

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  33. BE CAREFUL HERE MANY OF THE DOCTORS HERE ARE SCAM,MOST TESTIMONIES OF MOST SPELL CASTER HERE MUST BE IGNORE.BECAUSE THEY ARE SCAM I MEAN REAL SCAM WHICH I WAS A VICTIM.I GOT RIPPED OF THREE THOUSANDS DOLLARS BY 4 CASTERS BECAUSE I WAS SO ANXIOUS TO GET MY WIFE BACK AFTER SHE LEFT ME FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS WITH OUR 4 YEARS OLD SON JERRY,, I HAVE PAID OVER $3000 ON SPELL CASTING AND COURIER AND NOTHING HAVE WORK FOR ME UNTIL ONE FAITHFUL DAY I GOT IN CONTACT WITH MADAM SOLUTION WHO DID WHAT I CALLED MAGIC BECAUSE I CONTACTED HER ON FRIDAY AND AFTER GIVEN HER MY DETAILS AND $245 FOR THE SPELL CASTING MY WIFE CALLED ME ON SUNDAY AND NOW WE ARE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN IF YOU NEED SIMILAR HELP THEN CONTACT HER NOW VIA EMAIL AT (magic.lovespel@reincarnate.com).or (mama.anitaspellcraft@hotmail.com) or (mamaanita.lovespellsolution@gmail.com)

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  34. Life is good when you have your love ones around you, I am saying this because when i had issues with my lover i never seen life as a good thing but thanks to Dr. OGUDUGU OF OGUDUGU SOLUTION TEMPLE, for helping me to cast a spell that brought my lover back to me within the space of 48hours. My husband left me for another woman after 7YEARS of marriage,but Dr.OGUDUGU help me cast a spell that brought him back to me within 48hours. I am not going to tell you more details about myself rather i will only advise those who are having issues in there relationship or marriages to contact Dr.OGUDUGU SOLUTION TEMPLE through these details via; (GREATOGUDUGU@GMAIL.COM Website: http://greatdrogudugusolutiontemple.webs.com/) or call him on WHATSAPP: +2348055304321?


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  35. I GIVE ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERBAL PORTION I WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM FIBROID
    I can’t believe this. A great testimony that i must share to all fibroid patient in the world. i never believed that their could be any complete cure for fibroid with out going for surgery ,i saw people’s testimony on blog sites and Facebook page of how Dr Williams prepare herbal cure for different king of disease,and with the help of his herb they where able to shrink there fibroid naturally. i had to try it too and you can,t believe that in just few weeks i started using it all my pains stop gradually . Right now i want to tell you all that i just give birth to a baby boy last month,and on thin now i have not had any pain, and i have just went for text last week and the doctor confirmed that there is no trace of any fibroid in my system . Glory be to God for leading me to this great Dr Williams I am so happy as i am sharing this testimony. My advice to you all who thinks that their is no herbal cure for fibroid that is Not true ,just contact him and get cure from his email drwilliams098765@gmail.com and you will be free and free forever, Try it and you will not regret it because it truly works. i hope to see your testimony soon.

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  36. Hey! my life is devastated! I’m going through hell right now from the past one month,i broke up with my bf.we both were completely in love.But i started having some issues with myself. my mood swings were a lot to handle for him an that point i just felt the need to break up and so i did.And i hurt him to the core which i never wanted to.He kept on begging me but i didn’t hear.Later on he started avoiding me and kind of did everything as you said in your video.it felt bad.I always loved him but i had to break up.I regret breaking up so much.But after that he said no to me.He said he’ll never come back as he cannot put faith in me.I have tried my level best but he is adamant that he cannot trust me. even though after i realised what i did.I changed myself completely.I dealt with my mood swings and now i don’t get any.He cannot trust me.what should i do?I love him and he does too but he says he don’t have that much courage to come back. one day in my office going through the internet i saw a post of a lady giving testimony on how she got her husband back,i also come across a blog site on how to reunite and get your ex back with a love spell it was really amazing to see this so i copy his email id on http://happyspelltemple.webs.com/ i explain my situation to him and gave him all the details he requested from me, he give me few days assurance that my boyfriend will come back after the spell i was so overwal to hear that so i just keep calm and follow up his order coz i really love my boyfriend and want him back. on the second day after the spell as he promise me, my ex call me also show up in my office begging me to forgive him and accept him back with out no delay, i lift him up with a kiss and was so very happy to have him back all my happiness was from Dr happy he is indeed a true man a father and a god sent. plz contact Dr happy on his email id direct at happylovespell2@gmail.com or call his mobile number on +2348133873774

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